I am fed up

I am fed up at the mo, both my nans are really bad, my moms mom shes the one with cancer, she still being sick, still not good on her legs we still don't know if shes had a stroke or the cancer has spread got to wait for the scan.

My other nan shes double incontinent, her mind is not good, she fell over the other day and blacked all her eye, we thought some had smacked her 1 but apparently she did fall, she rocks in her chair, shes gone down hill, she said thew other day to my aunty that she wants to go and live with my granddad but he is dead

I am really scared at the mo because I don't think my nans are going to be here much longer. My dads mom I'm use to her being ill because shes been like it for months, shes just getting worse.

But my moms mom who I'm close to I can't get over how ill shes gone in just a few weeks

I want to go and see them both because if some thing happened to them I'd regret it but I'm scared to go because it upsets me to much seeing them ill

awww big hugs, what a horrible time for you at the mo, you should go and c yours nans im sure you would regret it if anything bad did happen.my grandma died in the back of my car, it was awful but at least it was fast. xxxxxx

Awww big hugs hun. You should go and see them.Even though it will make you up set.I never got to see my nan And so wished i did.

hi babes as we have already spoke you know im here for you ill try an give you a buzz over next couple of days xx

big hugs hun xxx here if u ever wanna chat

awww hun have a big ((((((((((hug)))))))))))

Big hugs hunni, its so hard seeing people you love being so poorly but if u dont go you will regret it. Gary's mum passed away last october and although gary hadnt wanted to go up i made him and glad i did as his brother was to scared to go and regrets he was too scared to see her so ill xxxx

Here if u need a chat tho xx

My nan had her brain scan today, shes my moms mom and shes the one who's got breast cancer. Well shes got to go back saturday to have another 1 done because they have found some think at the back of her head and they don't know what it is yet

awe hunni I dont realy know what to say noone can make the decision for u to go or not only u. My grna died in sept and I did go and yes it was so hard but afterwards I know I wlda felt worse if I hadnt gone but u might be different babes. I hope ur ok


Paula
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big hugs hunnie as hard as it is just have to wait on the scan on saturday as paula says its entirely up to you but please think hard id hate you to regret a decision you make now here for you as always hunni xx

pschofield wrote:awe hunni I dont realy know what to say noone can make the decision for u to go or not only u. My grna died in sept and I did go and yes it was so hard but afterwards I know I wlda felt worse if I hadnt gone but u might be different babes. I hope ur ok


Paula
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I have been down hun been down a lot lately, i went yesterday to look after her so going down and seeing her and helping her makes me feel better but it kills me seeing her like this. It's like she giving up,

well if its any use I felt the same with my gran shed had cancer before and got thru it but when it came back she refused treatment saying she was old and young people deserve the treatment. I felt that she was giving up too. its horrible for u I know hun hugs....


Paula
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My nan got her results back today from her brain scan. She's got brain cancer, there's a tumor on the right hand side off the back off her brain. She's got to wait for a appointment to come through to see a doctor and they will tell her if they can remove it or not. If they can she will be fine but if not my nan will die. She's said today she don't want any more opps or treatment. She gone worse in the last few days, she started being nasty now, she's off her feet, she cant very good. it sounds stupid but that's not my nan. And the scary thing is she's going to get worse. So I won't be online for a bit now, I wasn't coming online any way because I'm really bad with the flu. I just thought I'd better let you all know

awww huge hugs hun sorry to hear that. i really hope and pray things are as good as they can be xxx

thanks girls gemma really is having such a tough time at mo xx