my nan

You know how my nan is ill, that she can't walk well, feeling dizzy all the time, and sick and we all thought it might be a stroke well shes got to have a scan done on her brain because they think that her breast cancer had spread up to her brain, My mom just told me and it's making feel like crap inside, the other night I was in the bath and I cried my eyes out, and I'll probably do the same tonight. I am scared to be honest that my nan wont be here with us long, I am close to my nan so it will kill me

aww Big hugs hun. I hope her scan comes out ok.I lost my nan.And i was really close to her. So if you ever need to talk you no where i am xxx

thanx sweet I might as well talk to people online because my friends ay got a clue whats going on and plus they ay bothered

Hi hun i really hope your nans scan goes well.

I know what it is like to lose a grandparent even more so when you are really close to them.
I am here if you ever wanna chat I care and i know that the rest of the ladies do here too. We are all your friends here hun xxxx

awww thanx hun

awww hugs huni x

hugs and kisses to u gemma ,

its ok to cry ,
no how i feel babe , lost my favourite nan to cancer 20 yrs in april 89
today , she would have been 89 , wishes her happy bithday , and then also had tears , because after 20 years i still missher ,
let the teas come , don,t be ashamed to cry , u care xxxxxxxxxx
here if u need a chat xxxxx

I cried earlier when I was in the bath, I can feel my depression coming back to be honest I've done things that I wouldn't do, my head is not here if you know what I mean things

Big big hugs hunni and i really hope there is good news when she has her scan. xxxx

hi hunnie i know how worried you are wish i could be with you you know im always here for you babes ive lost all my grandparents and miss them dearly hugs hun talk later xx

awe hunni Im so sorry to hear this. I hope ur nan is ok. I was really close to my gran, they brought me up really and she passed in seept last year from cancer after 4 years. She held on long enough to see my baby born in march when they told us in Jan she only had a few days. Feel free to PM me if ud like to talk


paula
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im praying for ur nan hun i cant imagine what ur going thru, my nan is 88 and i love her so much i cant imagine life without her

hugs xxxxxxx

thanx girls I'm trying not to think about because I got my kids to think about. She hasn't had the scan today shes got to wait for appointment to come through, I just wish it's soon

oh hope soo too hun we all here if u need us xx

thanx hun I'm going up to my nans later to help me mom etc so I wont be on line much today

ok hunnie no problem hugs for you all xx

hi hun i hope all is aswell as it can be u know where we are if u wanna yap

Hi gemma i know how u feel hun i have been there and i'm sending you bundles of cuddles and love, we r all here for you xxx